Lets Think..

I'm not going to turn this into an entry with all my random thoughts. A lot of crap has happened in the past 24 hours, that I'm really unhappy with. The last entry defiantly summed it up the best and I'm not going to reiterate it again here.

I just need to think. Set priorities, figure out what I want to do. What's important? What can wait? What purchases should I make, should I be saving my money for latter? What happens if my reconsideration is still rejected? Where do I go from there? Should I possibly look at other places, all of which I won't be happy at? Or should I stick with my gut, and keep trying to get into Purdue?

There's just so much stuff I don't know the answers to, and I really don't have time to think. I don't like sitting and thinking on days I have other things to do (read: every day that isn't thursday.)

Oh, and I have to write a speech for Wednesday. On a culture/hobby/lifestyle. I have no idea what I want to do it on. This sucks, I might just go for my scapegoat topic, FIRST because it's easy but I don't want to 'cheat' myself because it's going to be an easy grade.

Though, my mom did make a good point last night. She told me she had no idea what was going on in my head when I applied to Purdue and thought they would accept me. I mean yeah, what WAS I thinking. My academic transcript from Florida Tech was horrible and no where near what Purdue wanted . I think I was hoping that they would review my different grades and notice that I got higher grades in my communications classes and that my highschool transcript was out.of.this.world. Oh well.

Sorry, I know I said I wouldn't think out loud tonight.